I am so tired. A week of bad sleeping on the part of Piran plus a stinking cold for me has sucked all of my energy and completely destroyed any creativity too.
I am stuck in a panic rut too. Like I feel that there is so much to do that I am incapable of working out what needs to be done, let alone actually start. I get paralysed, unable to start anything. Scared of being overwhelmed. There is so much I have to do, and as usual no time to do anything that I would LIKE to do.
Being ill was hard, the first time since becoming a Mum and although I used to try and get on with things regardless I did used to be able to get a decent night of sleep, something that has been severely lacking in these parts recently. Added to that Mr C is working his butt off and my MIL is also poorly and her brother is in hospital to my usual baby free time is not possible at the moment. It was only 4 hours a week but I am seriously missing those hours.
I don’t have time to blog, and I am seriously lacking in inspiration right now. I am fed up of the look of my blog too. Perhaps a revamp is due in the New Year? I have no idea where to start mind you, and not sure I can find the time either! I will let the idea perculate at the back of my mind for a while.
Christmas is nearly sorted which is a relief, although I have to go on a Christmas card writing mission this evening. I know I will feel a bit better once I have got most of that done. Then I will have to start thinking about what to pack to go back down to Cornwall. At least it is a brief visit so we should be okay with the bare minimum.
On Saturday I am going to a one day creative writing course. So that is one thing I get to do for me, while Mr C is in charge of the baby. I am looking forward to it but also scared silly. I hope I get time to do Josie’s Writing Workshop this week, I was gutted that I didn’t have the energy this week.
Anyway, I hope that normal service will resume soon. I hope everyone had a lovely weekend.