Need some butterflies to study in the middle of winter. I have loads. In my tummy.
I am so very nervous. I have to go to a Sales Metting this afternoon and do a presentation on my project and tell them what they have to do now. I am so very scared. I was really impressed – I managed to keep it completely under control all last night, slept well (very strange dreams though) and I was even okay getting ready for work. Someone who knew me and looked closely would have noticed the first sign of nerves when I put make up on this morning. I never wear make up to work.
The minute I got into work and sat down I immediately thought that I was going to be very sick. I have checked my handouts, checked my timings, checked my handouts, checked my timings, over and over for the last hour and I think it is actually making me feel worse. I want to eat something but don’t think I can.
God, this is so silly. I am a grown woman of 27 and the thought of talking to a group of 10 people has me freaking out.
Deep breaths and no caffine for me.
Let you know how it goes tomorrow.