For those not in the know (probably all of you) pished is pissed in a drunken kinda way! Please accept my apologies for all of those lovely people that got that.
I am sat in my flat at 9pm on a Friday night. Alone.
I am blogging whilst watching VH1’s 50 tracks you should download. I am starting at 39.
39: Gwen Stefani – Don’t Speak.
I am going to ramble because I am half pissed and anyone that wants a coherent post should just give up now!
Fourthy…(is that right? It’s apt!)
Any typo’s or miss-spelling should be ignored.
38. The Beatles: I’m just a jealous guy. (Not sure if that is what it is called but I missed the bit that told me)
So why am I alone at 9pm on a Friday night you might ask – “Dancinfairy why are you alone on a Friday night?” The answer is I have no idea. I had offers – I turned them down, mainly due to lack of funds. Got paid today so that sucks big time. I have had a shitty day at work that seriously pissed me off. That’s another. I guess I was kinda thinking about the whole Sam thing too. But guess what – no texts since 9 last night and no mention of coming to see me. So bastard typical – what a freakin’ surprise. I am such a tool.
37. Prince – Purple Rain
God I just text him. Must be a bit more pissed than I thought I was – I sent:
“Hey sweetie. Today been better? My day has been pants but I aqm half pissed so that’s always good. Hope you are cool x x x”
I am going to hell for my complete inability with the male sex.
36. Billy Joel _ Piano Man
THAT IS ENOUGH! Switching off VH1 – all we have is MTV which I hate so going have to hit the itunes. With the TV on mute.
Ok that is better! Paul Weller – Wishing on a Star from his cover album Studio 150. I put this album on in the car earlier. Spooky.
So that is me so far. Girlie number 1 is in France, Girlie number 2 is out with friends and I have the whole goddamn flat to myself (something I have wished for since I moved here – but on a Friday night – not so hot). God I am so depressing.
That is the thing about this blog. I say things that I think but would NEVER say aloud. Does thast make it more fucked up or less?
Message was delievered 15 mins ago but not replied to. What a surpise.
10.02 – Still no reply – Girlie number 2 rang to say she is on her way home. Less blogging for a bit I think. itunes is playing B52’s 6060-842. I LOVE the B52’s!
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Update : Okay now it is Saturday lunchtime. That is a crap post! But it is exactly how I was feeling last night. All mixed up and random. Girlie number 2 came home and bought me the most enormous portion of chips (translation : fries) from Ocean Pizza across the road. They were great – and she let me bitch about my shitty day and then she bitched about hers – it was exactly what I needed!
I have no idea what to do today – the weather is sunny and I really should get out there and enjoy it. Oh well gonna have some lunch first and then figure it out.
Oh and Sam did not reply to my message. So I have taken evasive action and changed his number in my phone book to DIGNITY. That way if I get as far as typing a text I won’t sent it when I remember that I should be saving my last shread of dignity.