Everything is a bit much at the moment.
I am tired.
Life seems off balance.
Mr C took half term off to spend with us and was ill the whole time.
Now he goes back to work tomorrow.
Now I am ill.
Tomorrow is an inset day.
Half term ended up being a bit rubbish really.
The children are still tired despite a week off doing practically nothing.
My ears are still ringing from this evening’s tantrums.
I have a problem with my foot.
I have an ulcer.
I have a problem with my teeth that just doesn’t get better.
I want to be more positive.
I want to be full of energy and life.
I want to be a calmer person.
I want to be more in control.
Just needed to write this all down so I can feel like I have got it all out of my head. Tomorrow is a new day.
When I feel like this writing can really help even though I have been avoiding it and my blog lately. #NaBloPoMo (National Blog Post Month) is a challenge where you write every day for the whole of November. I am in. I will spend 15 minutes a day on writing for me. Hopefully it will help. Plus there have been loads of things I didn’t share with the blog over the past few months so maybe looking back at the good stuff will lift my spirits too.