Sunshine and showers. That is the weather today. Also, how I feel. One minute I am fine and the next I am grumpy. Actually I was like this all weekend. Think it is combination of things really. I am worrying too much again.
I have an appointment tomorrow with a plastic surgeon to have a small operation to remove a cyst which I have had for over a year and a half. This is making me nervous for two reasons. Firstly the bloody thing has disappeared so I don’t know if I am wasting their time and if they can still do something about the root of the problem I am worried that it will hurt. I am such a baby about these things.
Also we find out who got promotion later this week and I don’t know if I want it or not. I think I feel like I don’t want it because I am scared that I won’t be able to do it. On the other hand if I don’t get it I am worried that I will be really disappointed. God it is so silly, I wish we just knew. One more person has an interview tomorrow and I guess they will let us know fairly soon after that.
Blogger was a pain in the bottom this weekend. I kept trying to leave comments and post more myself but it wouldn’t work. Very frustrating.
I feel bad because Paul did loads around the house this weekend and I was trying to help but I have a bad back at the moment so I was really struggling. It put me in a bad mood though. Poor guy, I end up taking it out on him and he is so lovely and sweet about it all. Sometimes I just wish I was a nicer person with a better handle on her behaviour.
It is true that a problem shared is a problem halved though. I mope around feeling crap and then Paul manages to get out of me what I am grumping about and I do feel better. I find it very hard to stay in a bad mood with him around. He has a great way of making me laugh or smile or at the very least relax a little. He doesn’t deserve it in the slightest when I get annoyed at him. I do make a conscious effort to apologise if I snap at him or if I take something out on him that is nothing to do with him.
Great. Blogger is not working now either. Will send this by email and hope for the best!